Prioritizing My Body & Voice to Let Go of Limitations!

Tearing my meniscus in high school was the first catalyst in my future as a Pilates practitioner. It was devastating at the time, and I spent hours in physical therapy with no long-lasting results. I was taking mat classes but didn’t touch a Reformer until college. A master teacher did more for me in one private session than a slew of therapists before and I was hooked.

I fell in love with the classical style of Pilates but the more I learned the more questions I had. Certain cues never felt quite right on my body, and I wasn’t given a real reason why it had to be done a certain way. I was used to the ‘that is the way it is’ mentality because that is the dance world. You do as your director demands. Yet it was that exact mentality that caused me to force my body beyond its capacity and lead to my knee injury. The more I learned about the body and movement theory in my academic classes the more I began to look outside the classical box.

I decided on doing my teacher training at The Pilates Center, Boulder against the grain of trainees migrating to New York from my college program. There I found the next shift in my path. A program rooted in the method of Joseph Pilates but welcoming to discovery. Questions were always answered and no ‘body’ was treated like another. The only thing is that all the bodies were the same. It was a bubble of dedicated trainees and minds dedicated to movement. At no fault to anyone there was a lack of body diversity that made for a familiar reality that new teachers face. Who you train with is not who you will teach on a daily basis.

I moved back to the east after training and immediately started teaching at a prestigious classical studio. I got to teach and move with bodies that were all different, but I was back in the box. I was often asked to stay within the repertoire, and I will never forget being told ‘that’s not the way we do it’.  I had the most diverse surroundings but couldn’t be me. That is when I decided I had to be own boss, but I wasn’t quite ready.

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